Life and Love

Life and Love are two things that don't come very easy to me. I sometimes sit back and wonder where I went wrong in each thing. Funny thing is not even a dictionary could define what each should actually be. The definitions that stood out to me for life were "the period from the present until death" and the course of existence of an individual". Hmmmmm I exist because I'm still breathing and I'm not in the state of death but I don't feel I'm actually living. I'm just existing not actually living. And the definitions of love that stood out to me were "any object of warm affection or devotion" and "a strong positive emotion of regard and affection". Well I've been in love before and it was great. It just didn't last very long. In my heart it seemed like a lifetime of warmth that was always there when in reality it wasn't. Now it's gone. I've learned the hard way to never take life or love for granted because when you least expect it, it could be wiped away like chalk on a chalkboard. With a blink of an eye you could go from being at the top of the world feeling loved and fall straight to the bottom with nobody to catch you and feeling all alone. Love hard and never regret it. Tell the one you love how u feel as much as possible cause when they're no longer here you'll wonder if they actually knew how you felt.